Wished there's a Pause-button in my life. =/

Never Grow Up  :)

Your little hand's wrapped around my finger

And it's so quiet in the world tonight

Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming

So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light

To you everything's funny, you got nothing to regret

I'd give all I have, honey

If you could stay like that

 

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple

I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart

And no one will desert you

Just try to never grow up, never grow up

 

You're in the car on the way to the movies

And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off

At 14 there's just so much you can't do

And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block

Remember that she's getting older too

And don't lose the way that you dance around in your pj's getting ready for school

 

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple

No one's ever burned you, nothing's ever left you scarred

And even though you want to, just try to never grow up

 

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room

Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home

Remember the footsteps, remember the words said

And all your little brother's favorite songs

I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone

 

So here I am in my new apartment

In a big city, they just dropped me off

It's so much colder that I thought it would be

So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on

 

Wish I'd never grown up

I wish I'd never grown up

 

Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up

I could still be little

Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up

It could still be simple

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple

Won't let nobody hurt you

Won't let no one break your heart

And even though you want to, please try to never grow up

Oh, don't you ever grow up

Oh, never grow up, just never grow up

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Well back to the topic.

What am I going to do in my future, er should say after my secondary school life?

WHAT?

College?Scholarships?Form6?Overseas?

Theses questions kept run in my mind recently. 

I haven't really plan it seriously =/

When we're small, we used to blame that time passed very slow.

But now 17 and i'm going to change my mind.

Time actually FLIES faster than you expect,

It goes on silently without waking you up,

and I'm like the one who are still dreaming,

still immersed myself in the wonderful dream which was unlike the reality.

I don't want to spend the rest of my life without any achievements or did nothing,

it's really a waste.

I need to plan, plan, and plan...

Who knows what is going to happen next,

what if 2012 is really the end of the world?

Who knows.

Ok I'll stop all the craps here -.-

Sorry if I ruined your mood =/

Anyway I love the song above :)